Crashing Outside lyrics

[Chorus]
Behind you, don't look now
A ghost is at your neck I'm hiding
For me, I know where I belong
It's here with you, you're shining
My mind goes blank my stomach sick
I look at you, you're smiling
I try to keep a piece of me locked up
You always find it

[Verse]
I've been on the outside
Screaming with my mouth wide
Open I've been broken
Hope they notice where I'm goin'
Wanna be on f*ckin' TV
You to see me
I'll be leaning back
No more last
No more busting my own ass
Feeling used up
Telling myself "You suck"
No more needing fix
Eating sh*t
Crossing people off my list
I'll be happy
Spending checks and laughing
Answer if they ask me
No more passing
I'm done crashing outside
[Chorus]
Behind you, don't look now
A ghost is at your neck I'm hiding
For me, I know where I belong
It's here with you, you're shining
My mind goes blank my stomach sick
I look at you, you're smiling
I try to keep a piece of me locked up
You always find it