BUT I REALLY WANNA lyrics

[Chorus]
I cannot heal, damage inflicted, the wounds won’t seal
How do you feel? I’ve been empty ever since day one
This is not real, how could living out my life be fun?
I am shell, a mere mirage

[Verse]
I cannot shake it, I’m lost, never found
Identity has been gagged and bound
Screamin' for help but I make no sound
Breakin' my hands as I curse the ground
And I fade, forever in a state of disillusion, pure confusion
Lookin' at myself, what the f*ck you doin'?
And I fade, forever in a state
I Thought I could do it, but it’s proven, I’m a failure, anyway you view it

[Chorus]
I cannot heal, damage inflicted, the wounds won’t seal
How do you feel? I’ve been empty ever since day one
This is not real, how could living out my life be fun?
I am shell, a mere mirage

[Outro]
I'm sorry
Goodbye