​why am i still here lyrics

(intro)
I'm a f*ck up
I'm a loser
I'm my own personal mental abuser
My head f*cking hurts, hope it's a tumor
If it is then I just might die sooner
You say, "boy don't talk like that"
I say, "or a heart attack"
You say, "what the f*ck you tryna do?"
I say, "I'm not doing anything, got nothing left to prove"
(pre-chorus)
I don't know why I'm still here, and I don't know why you still care
I don't know why I'm still here, or why you care, why do you care?
I don't know why I'm still here, and I don't know why you still care
I don't know why I'm still here, or why you care, why do you care?
I don't wanna be here but I'm too afraid to die
Can't say I haven't thought about giving it a try
I tell people I'm happy but that's a f*cking lie
I guess I'm just afraid to tell the ones I love goodbye
(chorus)
I look at the stars in the sky, and I just want them to shine some light on me
I see clouds suspended in the sky, and I just want them to float away with me
I look at the stars in the sky, and I just want them to shine some light on me
I see clouds suspended in the sky, and I just want them to float away with me