Broken lyrics

[Chorus: Derateo]
I got lost again, can you hit me one time?
Lost again and I feel like I'm dyin'
Lost again, can you hit me one time? (Time?)

[Verse 1: Derateo]
Lately I've been feeling broken, like I failed on a test
Looking up into the stars at night, I don't see such a mess
And I know my family's lovely, but they don't wish for my best
I got nieces in Miami and I think they want me dead
I don't need you, I'm so damn see through, but I can see
If I could be you, but I wouldn't be you 'cause I like me
And I know my family's lovely, but they don't wish for my best
I got nieces in Miami and I think they want me (Dead)

[Verse 2: VELVETEARS]
I got cousins hitting me up, haven't heard from them in years
Same people with their hands out, used to let me disappear
Yeah, it was rough, f*cking up, they didn't want me comin' over to their dinners
Now they're asking if I could come by and pay for all the liquor
I hate how people watch people die around them
Needles in my back, yeah, they didn't want me 'round them
And now I made a bag, and they care, yeah, how astounding
But I'm still drownin'

[Chorus: Derateo & VELVETEARS, Derateo]
I got lost again, can you hit me one time?
Lost again and I feel like I'm dyin'
Lost again, can you hit me one time? (Time?)
[Verse 3: VELVETEARS]
Fake love, fake drugs, what's the difference?
Hit me up, say that things gon' be different
It's a lie, and you know it, why you trippin'?
I'm f*cking broken, tell me am I worth fixing?

[Chorus: VELVETEARS]
I got lost again, can you hit me one time?
Lost again and I feel like I'm dyin'
Lost again, can you hit me one time?

[Verse 4: Derateo]
Always having fantasies of being on my own
And I always think my fans will be the people I hold close
But it's different, it's so damn different
I already see there's something missing
I'm on a mission, they don't know me
Been closed, bitter to the world
Been better to myself, but only in terms of clothes
But I guess that's how it goes
I'm falling to my foes, keep falling into holes, still feel my life is dull
And I wanna make it better

[Outro: Derateo]
Yeah, I wanna make it better