I Don’t Wanna Live lyrics

(Chorus)
I been feeling like a f*ck up
Maybe It's cuz I f*ck up and
When I do be f*cked up
I be disappointing
Everybody with my hands out
Head down feeling like I can't how
I don't wanna live now

(1 Verse)
Judging me off my decisions and
Maybe it's the drugs
Maybe It's the pills
I love to mix em
When I'm druck
Maybe I am not enough
Maybe I should try some other stuff
I been working everyday and
To be honest It's been rough
Only trust my girl and my pops
They be giving me real love
But I need living life too dumb

(Chorus)
I been feeling like a f*ck up
Maybe It's cuz I f*ck up and
When I do be f*cked up
I be disappointing
Evеrybody with my hands out
Head down feeling like I can't how
I don't wanna live now