Had To lyrics

[Chorus: Big Sad 1900]
b*tch, you know I hustled on that corner, 'cause I had to
Heard the homie speaking on my name, but I'ma crash dude
I've been bumpin heads with my brother, 'bout my additude
If I can tell [?] one thing, it's I ain't mad at you
Battle with this sh*t, you know you gotta have pationts
I can't run around and just leave my kids waiting
I signed up for it, I know it's gang banging
Caught a case and went to jail, and seen my b*tch changing

[Verse 1: Big Sad 1900]
Eh look I know I did you wrong, I gotta move smarter
Just let a n*gga be a father to his daughter
They ain't rockin how I'm rockin, and ain't a n*gga harder
I was trappin, tryna rap, when Lil Wayne made Tha Carter
Get to talking 'bout this sh*t, now they wanna kill a n*gga
I ain't broke and on the block, so you don't feel a n*gga
First n*gga play, and I'ma pill a n*gga
It's ghetto tharopy, [?] n*gga
You on the court, fighting with these crackers, they gon' hate a n*gga
Ain't no difference fighting with these n*ggas, they gon' bang a n*gga
Gang still for real, can't no n*gga make a n*gga
Fights in my foster home, type of sh*t that made a n*gga
n*gga, you ain't teach me sh*t, you ain't raised me
Sold crack and bought my first car when I was 18
b*tch, I came to vibe out, please don't tape me
Man, I miss Gloria, been thinking 'bout you lately
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[Chorus: Big Sad 1900]
b*tch, you know I hustled on that corner, 'cause I had to
Heard the homie speaking on my name, but I'ma crash dude
I've been bumpin heads with my brother, 'bout my additude
If I can tell [?] one thing, it's I ain't mad at you
Battle with this sh*t, you know you gotta have pationts
I can't run around and just leave my kids waiting
I signed up for it, I know it's gang banging
Caught a case and went to jail, and seen my b*tch changing

[Verse 2: 22nd Jim]
Poppin suckas up for the cliff, felt like I had to
Catch a n*gga slippin, [?] passed do
I was sleeping when Lil Ted died, woke up and heard the bad news
It's up there and it's stuck there, we see n*ggas, we leave n*ggas
Been through hell and back, still standing on my feet, n*gga
Thumb through hundred K, and I was only 23, n*gga
Missing my main n*ggas, this ain't how it's posed to be, n*gga
But I'ma hold this sh*t down, til the rest of my gang free, n*gga
Tunnel vision to [?] taking risks, still on that paper route
Praying my lil brothers learn from me, and take a safer route
Really coming from the [?] the f*ck is all the hate about?
Ran this sh*t up straight up up out the mud, b*tch, [?] evil route
Get that paper work, so it's over, n*ggas bad news
Ask about me round the [?] b*tch, I'm really that dude
Exing squares out the circle, if they ain't riding
You won't see me with them n*ggas, if they ain't sliding
It's Jim, n*gga
[Chorus: Big Sad 1900]
b*tch, you know I hustled on that corner, 'cause I had to
Heard the homie speaking on my name, but I'ma crash dude
I've been bumpin heads with my brother, 'bout my additude
If I can tell [?] one thing, it's I ain't mad at you
Battle with this sh*t, you know you gotta have pationts
I can't run around and just leave my kids waiting
I signed up for it, I know it's gang banging
Caught a case and went to jail, and seen my b*tch changing