[Chorus]
I just f*cked it up again
Don’t know where I should begin
I don’t want to lose my friends
I just want this sh*t to end
Counting down the days till I can wave this all goodbye
Looking back, guess I was wrong and I hope you were right
[x2]
[Verse 1]
Try to put myself out on the line
But I’ll admit I messed it up this time
It’s getting harder every time I say
That things are bad but soon I know I’ll change
It’s second nature to push people away
Because I don’t deserve them when I’m acting this way
And I want to change and be a better me
But all I want to do is leave
[Chorus}
I just f*cked it up again
Don’t know where I should begin
I don’t want to lose my friends
I just want this sh*t to end
Counting down the days till I can wave this all goodbye
Looking back, guess I was wrong and I hope you were right
[x2]
[Verse 2]
Yeah looking back, I know I didn’t do the best I could
But soon I’ll leave and I’ll be far away just like I should
Because nothing that I ever did was right
Thinking about it is what kept me up at night
I know I didn’t do the best I could
But soon I’ll leave and I’ll be far away just like I should
Because nothing that I ever did was right
Thinking about it is what kept me up at night
[Chorus]
I just f*cked it up again
Don’t know where I should begin
I don’t want to lose my friends
I just want this sh*t to end
Counting down the days till I can wave this all goodbye
Looking back, guess I was wrong and I hope you were right
[x2]