I Can’t Help It* lyrics

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Three days haven't slept and I'm always numb
Don't wanna feel alright, tired of holding on
One life, hope I'll live but I know I won't
If I had one chance, I would let it go
And I know that this is selfish but
You know that I can't help it
One day I'll finally be myself
If I try to f*cking end this