Wasted Love lyrics

I thought
Maybe you could love me like you used to
Even though I'm
Different

I've been really hating your touch
These feelings I'm having got me so f*cked up
And I'm sipping on some
Gin and tonic with a cigarette butt

Spent a few years in a bad place
Lost time to the pain that I mistraced
Bleeding heart for a girl that I misplaced
So f*cked up on the pills that I mistake

And I can't get my head right
So I'm smoking on that loud pack
5 shots to the dome, throw them all back
You call my line, yeah, you know I get a heart attack
Yeah, and I might relapse
Gotta pop a couple pills so I can rеlax
Heard you talking on my name I don't need that
But if you need me baby, you know I comе right back

And sleeping alone
Gets harder when it's cold
Could you hit my phone
So I know you got home
I wanna know? I need you right here
I gotta go, I don't want you my dearly

I don't want you
I don't need you
I won't wait up
I don't feel you
I won't stay up
I won't leave you now

Imma need you to let you go
Want to run it back or leave you out in the cold
Imma leave you on your own
Even after hope, I will never let you go yeah

I've been really hating your touch
These feelings I'm having got me so f*cked up
And I'm sipping on some
Gin and tonic with a cigarette butt

Spent a few years in a bad place
Lost time to the pain that I mistraced
Bleeding heart for a girl that I misplaced
So f*cked up on the pills that I mistake

You're never gonna give up on me
Are you?