BAD DREAM lyrics

[Verse 1]
I try to keep my face up
But old friends wanna say stuff
Ironic how I stay up
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
I feel my brain start to melt
I see I'm losin' myself
I complain 'bout mental health
But I don't seek any help

[Pre-Chorus]
And it's hard for me to focus (Focus)
And I don't know why I wrote this
To be honest, everything I write is
Every other thing that should be spoken (Oh-oh)
They ain't aware that I feel like this (No)
They ain't aware that I'm tryna fight this (No)
I don't talk 'cause I'm going through a crisis
Think I know the reason why I wanna write this

[Chorus]
I don't think I'm happy
Wakin' up's a bad dream
Crowded by the bad things
Crowded by the— (Ayy)
And I don't know what's happening
Seein' all them laughing
Feel some type of stabbing
I don't know what— (Ayy)
And I don't know what's happening
[Verse 2]
You don't understand, wanna close the curtains
Pеople talk about me like thеy want me hurtin'
And everybody try to paint me as an awful person
Trying to not give a f*ck 'cause nobody's perfect (Ayy, ayy)
And I know who I am, you don't gotta detest me
Try to love other people but they don't seem friendly
And the whole world loved me, now they turnin' against me
Homies that I thought I had started to be an enemy (Ayy, ayy)
Damn, so that's how it is?
Fighting around people about things I never did (Oh, oh)
Still making mistakes even though I ain't a kid
I just wanna make music for the fun and get lit
Oh sh*t (Oh sh*t), here we go again
Here's another person tryna play pretend
It's another person tellin' me that I'm they friend
But I know they gonna f*ck me over when we at the end, ayy

[Pre-Chorus]
(And it's hard for me to focus)
(And I don't know why I wrote this)
(To be honest, everything I write is)
(Every other thing that should be spoken)
They ain't aware that I feel like this (No)
They ain't aware that I'm tryna fight this (No)
I don't talk 'cause I'm going through a crisis
(Think I know the reason why I wanna write this)
[Chorus]
I don't think I'm happy
Wakin' up's a bad dream
Crowded by the bad things
Crowded by the— (Ayy)
And I don't know what's happening
Seein' all them laughing
Feel some type of stabbing
I don't know what— (Ayy)
And I don't know what's happening
I don't think I'm happy
Wakin' up's a bad dream (Wakin' up's a bad dream)
Crowded by the bad things
Crowded by the— (Ayy)
And I don't know what's happening
Seein' all them laughing (Seein' all them laughing)
Feel some type of stabbing
I don't know what— (Ayy)
And I don't know what's happening

[Outro]
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