I Hoped You’d Die lyrics

[Intro]
(Pain in my brain, I just I just hope it ends)
(Raining again, let the snow descend)

[Verse]
I was sober once, baby I’m for real
I been home for months, I got time to kill
I could open up, would you like me still?
I been known to trust, and now I fight to feel
I think we’re close enough, really I can’t tell
So if I chose to love, would you provide for re-e-eal?
Barrier I set up as a defense
Scarier when head up in the deep end
Said you’d never leave
Really thought that that was decent
That’s okay with me
This sh*t changes with the seasons
It was never deep
Really just needed a reason why

[Bridge]
(A reason why)
(Need a reason why)

[Verse 2]
I don’t know where this could lead
In the cold air, empathy
It goes on and on, I never noticed it
And when it’s gone, it’s gone, and I get no revenge
And it gets hard to talk 'bout what I’m closing in
And it’d be hard to stop if we’re to open it
Pain in my brain, I just hope it ends
And it’s raining again, let the snow descend
Cold December
Been a snowy winter
I sniff blow when with her
Helps to hold the liquor
Said you’re no pretender
What you showed me differs
What the old me pictured
Now I know won’t fix her
[Outro]
I hope you die
I hope you lose yourself somewhere along the way
If you survive, I hope you move to hell
So we can’t talk again, talk again