​without a friend lyrics

[Verse 1: thornskin]
At your house, don't know why I wait around
Nothing else, slam the door I hate the sound
Said "please come back"
Hold you close and kiss your neck
Nothing left, there's nothing I haven't said
I swear no one has my back
All alone, I hate my head
I swear nothing ever lasts
All again, I wake up, take klonopin
Don't know how I feel so lost again
I walk this Earth without a friend
Lost again, there's nothing here in all remain
How far the lights, can't turn them down
There's no more words I can defend

[Verse 2: Deep October]
I'm predisposed to a million f*cking things that I don't need to know
I'm keeping close evеry little thing that I don't need to show
I'm breathing slow, I'm breathing slow
I'm a truth, I'm a liе
I'm a noose getting tied
I'm a brand new person so I won't run to you when I cry
I'm seduced by your vibe, can you transfer it to mine?
I'm abused by a mind that I'm too stupid to find
I'm pursued when I hide [?] when you die
I'm afraid to go to heaven, there's no truth in my design
And I'm scared of everything, and I'm scared of everything
And I'm scared of everything
[Outro: Deep October]
Where did they all go, where did they all go?
Where did they all go?