Into the void lyrics

I love you
Text messages
Text messages and voicemails
I'm pressing send, I guess it is my choice now
I don't really know where it goes from here
And everybody says it's better in your older years
And I don't listen to what I'm supposed to hear
I thought I was intuitive, but mostly fear the fact that I can fall back
And start back at square one
I'm afraid of sunny days, and finding shade feels f*cking dangerous
My feet burn and touch the pavement
I'm forever running places
I'll forever run in place
Lose the head I love to chase
Lose my head, lose my mind
If all my hands I stare at the [?]
I can put an end to all my [?]

I can't tell you how many times that I just doubted that I will and see 25
I can say I wasted your life
Without it in mind
I live and doubt it in mind
Text messages
Text messages and voicemails
I'm pressing send, I guess it is my choice now