Holding on to lies lyrics

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Right now, you're holding on to lies
This time, I see it in your eyes
Blood knife is dripping through my thighs
I'ma f*ck it all up just to see me blow, and know
I f*ck it up, so tired of love
I can't move on, but I can't get up
And I'm slipping in darkness in falling
I cover my traces and hide in the shade, I

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