How to Reappear lyrics

[Verse 1]
Mother love
Are you near
And are there words to be spoken
So that I can reappear

Broken boy
A tattered coat upon a spine
Spilling hope across the sidewalk
Then in the evenings voices come and they’ll sing to me

[Chorus 1]
I'm on your side for now
But you're so far broken
And doors keep closing

[Bridge]
Red used to go so nicely
With pink and blue
Then the colors died
And I might leave here soon

That’s why I’m holding on so tightly
To things like you
That bring back the light that left here
Light that left here
I might leave here, I might leave here soon
[Verse 2]
Father sin
Are you near
And are there words to be spoken
So that I can reappear

Or now
Let this be my final dream
If I can't live how I remember
Send me forth towards light and soft eternity

[Chorus 2]
I’m on your side
For now