This Life lyrics

This life i'm living is to motherf*cking fake
This life i'm living it's just seems outta place
This life i'm living it does not
Sound very great
This life i'm living is a piece
Of sh*t i'm lame
This life i'm living
It is getting really plane
These days are getting
Hard I think I cannot contain
All of the voices in my head
Cause I begin to go insane

Everywhere I go I see
Nothin but f*ckin evil
People treating others
Not equal thinking
That they feeble
n*ggas flashing all this
Jewelry like it's something special
Motherf*ckas needa know
That it ain't bout the money
Or the stupid gold
First of all we indigo
I just fell into a hole
Of depression
I'm leaning all my lessons
But someimes
I just feel like
Grabbing the Smith & Wesson
Damn
Wondering if my existence
Even f*ckin matters
My soul is scattered
Across dimensions
I'm building tension
Inside of my brain
Cause I over thinking
Everything
Anxiety just takes a hold of me
My heart is beating rapidly
I cannot f*ckin breath
No body here to help me