XIAT lyrics

[Verse 1]
There's always been a need to get rid of this grief
It's what I call "XIAT"
Been in highs, been in lows
Feel like there's nowhere to go
Is there something wrong with me?

[Pre-Chorus]
Trying to do normal things I used to pursue
So fired up, but now rotting inside
I do my hardest to break out of this shell
Without a crack, I'm still stuck in this hell

[Chorus]
Whoa, oh, I've been fallin' lately
Thinkin' maybe life's just a merry-go-round
Whoa, oh, I've been thinkin' lately
Thinkin' maybe life's just a merry-go-round

[Verse 2]
If there's an out, I need a way, maybe an escape
I wanna be at top, grade A
Been up, pushed down, facing the ground
I've been trying to find my way

[Pre-Chorus]
Trying to do normal things I used to pursue
So fired up, but now rotting inside
I do my hardest to break out of this shell
Without a crack, I'm still stuck in this hell