WHEN THE PAIN IS 2 DEEP INSIDE
Let me sum up what I feel inside
I relive bad memories almost every day
from people calling me names to
throughing what
ever they could find at me one day I
was walking around the complex of
where I live
( PROVIDINCE TOWERS) and a
group of kids where
throughing rocks at me it was August 31st
than I got a call that night my mom told
me my great grandmouther died of cnacer
and I was broken I saw here twice befor
she left and both times I wanted to say
goodbye yet each time I saw here it
was as if I didint know
how to talk like my voice was just gone
next summer came I was at my grand
mouthers house and my sister called me
crying telling me one of
our firends from middle school just died
of cvancer and I havent seen or hered
from here in 4 years didint even get to
say good bye
for the last time a year later 3 days befor
3 days befor my 19th b day and a year in
2 weeks ago since my great
grandmouther died I find out one of
my firends is in jail because he almost
killed someone and cut someone else
now hes most
most likey in jail for life
so when you see me and ask me if im ok
it dosnt matter if i have a home friends
family because sometimes
when the pain is 2 deep inside nouthing
around you matters when the pain is 2
deep
inside when the pain is 2 deep inside
often ill start thinking about mudder or
sucide but than I think about going to
jail or not going home where I belong
and so I just
keep it all locked up inside because the
pain is 2 deep to handal and I dont
know what else to do so mabe next
time
you ask me if im ok you better think
real hard if you really want to know
what I feel inside
because like I said earlier when the pain
is 2 deep inside nouthing around you
matters not even life ists self just keep
that
in mind case when the pain si 2 deep
insdie when the pain is 2 deep insdie
when the pain is 2 deep inside
it dosent matter where you are or
who your with it all comes back
in a matter of seconds
THIS SONG WAS WRITTEN BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 19 TYPED BY NATALIE MARIE HOWELL AGE 19