Renegade lyrics

[Verse]
She left me brokenhearted, I ain't got too much respect
For the demon in my head, 'cause she left me feeling like I'm dead
She was f*cking with someone else the entire f*cking time
I'm so blind, how couldn't I see that I'm not good enough?
I used to only feel like I could feel when I'm just lonely
Everybody staring at me, used to think that I'm a phony
I can't let this fear of being hurt stop me from love
But at the same time I don't think that I can trust another dove
She tore at my heart and she acted like it was okay
She went behind my back with this kid, every single day
She broke my f*cking heart, that sh*t ain't okay
I still haven't trusted someone else to this very day
Gang gang, slide into them DM's like a boomerang
Ain't nobody f*cking with me, life feels like a hand grenade
Got my brother at my back, y'all should really check his music
Young Drab on Instagram, I feel like I'm a lunatic

[Verse Two]
I said I feel like I'm a lunatic, always getting used like a goddamn joystick
Tossed over the side like a f*cking toothpick, doesn't matter anyways that b*tch looked like a fishstick
I'm really getting sick, I think I need some Gatorade
Every day I feel trapped 'cause I'm stuck behind a barricade
This song feels like an escapade, sipping on some marmalade
People try to judge me but I'm really just a Renegade