Waves lyrics

It was all a dream
Way back when
We were young nothing mattered back then
Now I'm sitting here far from the carefree ways
Of our past days
Tryna make change with a pen
Can't lie but it brought pain what you said
It's hard to try fake it or lie and pretend
f*ck all the sentiment
I came to wash away my sins or whatevers left of them
Never been a man of the lord but I'm praying
Never have I had doubts
So now I'm plotting on my grand plan
Sittin with a spliff on the couch
I better take time out
f*ck my limits are the sky now
Cos I wanna climb high above
80 days doesn't seem enough
So I take one puff
Blow smoke to my kingdom come

I've come to realise
Sometimes in my life when it feels like do or die
Yo i question myself like who was I
Before life felt like it would pass me by
And that was it
Yeah ill take a second
Shine a light on a stormy weather
Whatevers left never let it get the best of me
How sh*t changes eventually
Waves are back and forth
Always seeking more
Things ain't the same as they were before
Past mistakes yeah they're far away
I learn from just to make a change
Right here, right now thats the place I'll be
Life's up and down so I guess we'll see
Let the waves carry me

[Verse 2: Lausse the Cat]
(lausse the cat)
I'm twelve and I'm elven sized
Start telling lies to my 'rents
Thirteen and I skip class weekly
Start losing my innocence
Fourteen and suspended
Spend time painting and jumping fences
Mum said 'what did you do with your senses kid?'
I dunno but this sh*ts just commenced
Fifteen I'd arrive at a rave with a sigh on my mind and a smile on my face
Little glenns in the back with a batch of my mates
Staying close to the pack till the madness commenced
Prepped for a fight as the guy's got a blade
And see most guys did so I prepped for a race
Some grey sweats reeboks and nice tight laces
I go cross country and squat rave places
Fightin the system, high and p*ssed
In the midst of kicks and snares in the distance
Sat in the room with 10 sad kids with addiction to horse tranquilizer
[?] me a line no [?] I slighly keep the fiver
Then go dance till the sunlight arises
Sometimes cops come and start a riot
See chairs, bins, stairs, tins try to fly it
Its funny with a tinny and a spliff
See me rummaging for pennies and a tenner with a nicked phone torch
Feeling clever like I'm better than the kids now floored by the ketamine embedded in their systems
Give a middle finger to the piggies in the distance
Give no assistance to kids and I dip quick
See I been a prick since time and so simply I'd hope
That you won't be surprised if I dont call you back

(why isn't he f*cking answering?)
The mobile number you've called is currently unavaila- YO f*ck OFF

Roll it up, tuck it tight
Simmer down, find a light
I got a clipper in my pocket
Didn't work, tried it twice

Machiavelli, read it twice
Read it once, didn't like
I was like, in the clip
In the plot, I was dying
I was trying, to survive
It was peak, I was lying, I was chillin'
I was dyin', [?]
With my [?]
That was it, that was this
That was sh*t, [?]
Got the [?]
I'm the [?]
Gimme this, gimme six, gimme five