Taste of Pain lyrics

[Verse 1]
Leavin' someone who you love leads to destruction
Even when that person poisons who you are
Bookin' from a commitment leads to illusion
Leaves you wondering exactly what you are

[Chorus]
I swear you're always looking out
For a reason to be mad
I swear you love the taste of pain
And you get high on being sad
I think you love to play pretend
Like everything I do is bad
I got so high the night you left
Now that you're gone I'm f*cking glad


Now I'm all alone with my girls and cocaine
Thinkin' on the night, play it back on replay
The words I coulda said, now I took the safe play
Please tell me, were we meant to be? Well, what the f*ck can I say?

[Verse 2]
Drinks on the table, babe, let's get f*cked
There's bodies in the corridor, babe, it's so f*cked
I'm rich and I'm young, now, babe, you can call it love
There's a price for this life, babe never deals up (never deals up)
[Chorus]
I swear you're always looking out
For a reason to be mad
I swear you love the taste of pain
And you get high on being sad
I think you love to play pretend
Like everything I do is bad
I got so high the night you left
Now that you're gone I'm f*cking glad

Now I'm all alone with my girls and cocaine
Thinkin' on the night, play it back on replay
The words I coulda said, now I took the safe play
Please tell me, were we meant to be? Well, what the f*ck can I say?