Ruin Love lyrics

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Cause I don't wanna
Be that as*h*le that
Ruins love for you
Well I used to adore you
But I wasn't like this before you
And baby I'm not saying
That its you I'm blaming
Cause these games I'm playin
Are putting on a strain on you
Youuuu-youuuuu
I can tell you all these things to help you understand
Where I'm coming from but I doubt you'll get it
I came here to hold someone
I know it but pretended you were wonderful
& Now I regret it
Wasted so much breath
I know you're beautiful and good
Yeah trouble couldn't leave you
And I know I really should have
You cheated on me
You're a b*tch and I see it
Well f*ck it
I can't move on because
I've become an as*h*le
Just like you
My heart is closed up
And baby
Now I'm different
Afraid to get hurt
Cause I'm still bruised
Got a wall up
Cause my heart got broken
When I didn't
Well now I got a good girl
And she loves me
But I Can't give her
All the love she deserves
I used to get my heart broken
Now I'll break hers
And honestly I can't decide which is worse
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I'm only saying
I know I messed up
I'm not playing
Don't get it mixed up
I wouldn't lie and say
"You got the best of me"
You only got the part
That couldn't be fixed up
Baby I f*cked around
Once or twice
When we were young girl
I wouldn't be surprised if ya didn't
Its not like I thought
I was doing was right
And I wonder
If you were really surprised that I did it
I know you had a feeling
That I was bad
And I was wrong
To tell you different
I wish I could take
All of em back
I'll probably never have the strength to admit it
But listen that
b*tch turned me into an as*h*le
That b*tch turned me into an as*h*le
Yeah that b*tch turned me into an as*h*le
But ummm..
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