​​touching myself lyrics

[Verse 1]
God, this f*cking sucks
I've been thinking 'bout you like way too much
How your body would fit with mine
While he's laying right here, right by my side
God, I'm such a sl*t
'Cause I've been looking for more
With more than enough, he's everything I need
But he can't ever compare to a fantasy

[Chorus]
God, this f*cking
Sucks, undress you in my mind
Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies
You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep
God, this sucks
'Cause I got it good, but I'm f*cking it up

[Verse 2]
I know better than to see you in the flesh
Am I toeing the line?
If it's all in my head, is it really a crime?
'Cause I don't wanna hurt him
Though he's so undeserving
And I bet, skin-to-skin
And your tongue in my mouth isn't worth it
[Chorus]
God, this f*cking
Sucks, undress you in my mind
Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies
You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep
God, this sucks
'Cause I got it good, but I'm f*cking it up

[Bridge]
And he's a whole part of me, half of my heart
I brought the shovel and our love to a graveyard
Tearing apart our whole world
With my bare hands

[Chorus]
Oh, God, this f*cking
Sucks, undress you in my mind
Just sex, wet, sweat, and my white lies
You got me touching myself while he's fast asleep
God, this sucks
'Cause I got it good, but I'm f*cking it up