Surprised lyrics

[Verse 1]
Why
Why are you surprised?
I know I’m not alright
Take some medicine
Medicine, anyways

[Verse 2]
I, I know how to die
But don’t know how to be fine
Take some medicine
Medicine, anyways

[Verse 3]
If I die alone
I will never call you
When I die
I don’t want you to look me in the eyes
If I die alone
I’ll lay down on my bed
If I die alone
I want to be a star again