My name is golden lyrics

I thought the hard times were well over now
Brighter days would come and stay
I guess I'm just not that lucky somehow
Cause you are standing in my way
No matter how well I do
I know I'll never be good enough for you

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You'd love to watch me breakdown
You'd love to watch me go insane
You'd love to watch me breakdown
I am a fool and I remain the same

My name is golden, but you call me pale
Your heart will never let me in
I know you curse, but smile inside when I fail
Your jealousy is kept within
No matter how good I play
You only focus on the blunders I say

Yeah, I remain the same
You hate me cause I'm strange
But I remain the same and I will not change