​what to do lyrics

[Intro]
I know we could fall in love again, my babe
Well, I never stopped loving you, I mean
It was crazy how I had the gun

[Chorus]
It was crazy how I had to spend the last year on my own
All the challenges I faced was doing sh*t I'd never done
But the feeling now is great, I'm f*cking thankful for my run
Just had to fall flat on my face, that's where the best sh*t's always from
I could never compensate for all the bad sh*t that I've done
And I still hardly feel safe, when I go out I take a gun
Everyday I think about Lucas, never got his flowers though
I feel like music, I abuse it, I didn't know it was this powеrful
I don't know what I should f*cking do, there's like a million ways I could go
It's only bеst friends in my crew, I f*cking love you, you're my bro
This sh*t is wonderful

[Verse]
Watch what— watch what happens next, you never know
I could have it all at once, but it feels better when it's slow
And I can't just do this for fun, it has to be, like, all I know
I'll obsess over it, if I really like you it'll show but you'll still never know
Will I ever love another girl? I highly doubt it
I don't wanna do another show, I just wanna drown
And I just can't post nostalgia but I know I should, I know I have to
To you bro I owe it, I don't know what to do, I feel bad
And I get f*cking scared whenever I take shrooms
I wish that— I wish that you were here my babe, I can't ever stop loving you
[Chorus]
And I had to spend the last year on my own
All the challenges I faced was doing sh*t I'd never done
But the feeling now is great, I'm f*cking thankful for my run
Just had to fall flat on my face, that's where the best sh*t's always from
I could never compensate for all the bad sh*t that I've done
And I— and I still hardly feel safe, when I go out I take a gun
Everyday I think about Lucas, never got his flowers though
I feel like music, I abuse it, I didn't know it was this powerful
I don't know what I should f*cking do