Today lyrics

Look
Let me tell you a story, about this boy I dated
Started good, but in the end, left me destroyed and jaded
I can't be mad, it was my choice to stay
'Cause I leave and come back every time, like I enjoy the pain
We had our plans to growing old as hell to retire
We were a match made in heaven, that set hell on fire
But you changed up on me, you showed your true colors
I kept it real, and held your ass down for two summers
Get it straight, n*gga
It was never about the money for me, I did it for you at a time, when you couldn't do nothing for me
I was cool with your sis, but our break-up? Just made it awkward
Dealt with all your bullsh*t, crazy exes, and baby mama's
You a piece of sh*t, but I feel like it's something we could fix
I hate it when you tell me my attitude is what I need to fix
I found out 'bout all them b*tches you was creepin' with, and you ain't even have enough respect to hide it, so I wouldn't see that sh*t
I want to give you my trust again, but it's hard to
My friends say I should leave you alones, but it's hard to
My intuition told me, but I couldn't accept the truth
'Cause love'll have you doing some sh*t you said you'd never do
Remember when the neighbors had to call the police?
'Cause sh*t...the whole block could hear us arguing screams
Sometimes love can make the scars harder to see
And history between us make it harder to leave
I swear...