NONEXISTENT MEET-CUTE [IDLYAM] lyrics

[Verse 1]
I've been dreaming of you in a nonexistent meet-cute (Oh)
But I've been carrying your sh*t since the start
And I'm not in love with you anymore
Yeah, we both f*cked up
You're a diamond in the rough
But I was digging so long, I gave my soul up

[Pre-Chorus]
I know we kissed in a nonexistent meet-cute
Whatever, I don't give a f*ck
About your sh*tty music or your dresses anymore
I was head over heels for you once upon a time
You were a rarity, reduced to a nursery rhyme
Sing a song about life

[Chorus]
I don't really care who you're f*cking anymore
I know you drеam of walking out the f*cking door
All you do is talk, talk, talk, talk
Those pretty еyes had sunk into a petty whore
You've been sending letters, texts, and all these pretty flowers
Why don't you suck it up and just go f*cking tell her?
You've been lying to yourself, getting all dolled up
For the makeup to run down your f*cking face
I don't love you anymore, and it's probably for the best
It would've never f*cking worked, you know the rest
You've got your family and your friends, you unequivocally depend on
You play dress-up to impress
I should've read the signs, I could see it in your eyes
You were always trying to tell me to f*ck off
I've been dreaming of you in a nonexistent meet-cute
I've been chasing visions of a home I never had
[Verse 2]
I didn't mean what I said, I guess
Things have been so goddamn hard
I've been bottling an envy for every little thing I see
I'm not a baby dragon anymore
I can breathe fire, but what for?
Why does it p*ss me off when I get left out, left out, left out

[Verse 3]
I don't want to admit that I've been homesick
Is nostalgia my inherent weakness?
I've been trying my hardest
But I've still been getting jealous
When somepony else is feeling good
But I swear we kissed, we kissed, we kissed in a—

[Outro: Vylet Pony & Mac Miller]
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Have a good time, man. Have some fun. Having fun is okay, uhm. Get some love in your life, whether that be another person or just loving yourself, man. Love is good