Better Days lyrics

[Sample]
You know, I've been wondering what the hell I've been working for for all these years
Hasn't really been worth it, not really
Ah well
Here's to better days!

[Verse]
Too many times that I've questioned myself, and lost my way
To be honest, more often I'm second guessing myself
[?] so many blessings
I'm just used to recording these records
Never had no sense of direction
Question 'bout my progression, I took a couple steps forward
Then a depression took over
Got to the point where I didn't pick up the phone
I'm used to being alone
Had relationships that fell off, but I hope you n*ggas well off
Had to get my sh*t together
Every letter than I pen upon this page, sometimes all I see is pain
Man enough to say that I'm afraid to fail sh*t
Wonder if Pac ever felt like this, wonder if my pops ever felt like this
Growing up I was told a real man's supposed to stop that sh*t
I wish I could just drop that sh*t and move on
But I'm strong enough to admit that I ain't them
Thinking 'bout those better days and hoping more appear
I know I'm blessed, but it's hard to explain
The pressure that I feel with every breath that I take
It's a brand new day
My city shine like a Sunday morning in autumn
When the trees make way for more growth, I pray I do the same
Thoughts racing in my brain, do the best to maintain
I'm just looking for them better days