Could Have Been* lyrics

[Verse 1]
Well, I put on this shirt because it smells like you
And I talked in my session with an open heart
Didn't sleep that much because my mind won't quit
Violent, gruesome, unbearable sh*t

[Chorus]
What could have been
If I just had my sh*t together
What could have been
If I were just somebody different, oh

[Verse 2]
Well, now I know that we're not meant to be
Cause it looked too easy giving up on me
So now I'm digging myself into the deepest hell
So deep that you won't even recognize me

[Bridge]
And I hate the way that you look at me now
Like I'm an old picture that you meant the throw out
Well, you must not know how much it hurts
If you did, then you wouldn't be watching me burn

[Chorus]
What could have been
If I just had my sh*t together
What could have been
If I were just somebody different
[Outro]
If I were just somebody better
If I just had my sh*t together