Numb The Pain* lyrics

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I never thought sh*t would play out the way it did
I ain't gon' lie, this sh*t hurt me for real
Well, I'ma be fine, this sh*t is what it is
I'm gettin' high, I'm tryna deal with myself
Tryna numb the pain (Numb the pain)
This sh*t ain't been the same since you walked away
How the f*ck you gon' sit back and act like I'm to blame?
I can't let you do this all over again
Oh you, you just can't help yourself
Oh you, you put me off the [?]
Oh, yeah...