Lost It All lyrics

I've lost it all
And I can't even take it back
I'm feening everyday
For what I lack
I keep going
Try to not react
But my whole world
Keeps fading to black
I'm searching for my strength
In this heart I lack
I'm still trying to get back on track
But tell me how am i supposed to react
When everything you say to me
Just feels like such a heart attack
I've lost it all
And I just can't get it back
And I long for days
Where I could just pass
As your one guy
The only lie
I could stand
I just can't say to you
What's in my heart
You know its true
God damn it
How do i say this
To you