Happy lyrics

[Verse]
Waking up to the empty room lights gloomy
Wanna flight out a window for all that been through me
Out the room sometimes but can't bear my dad’s growls
He talk sh*t, got me like "Thanks i'm f*ckin happy now"
School start, ain't learnin sh*t from half these classes
Daddy force me to be at the top so i can’t tell his ass then
All i'm asking is a piece of mind some peace of mind
f*ck a grade, the matters is the time of my next line
Sometimes i wish i went away, got sprayed out, laid out
Front of some brick house, it would be nice but instead my di*k out
Jacking off is the only time i'm happy in the current
Like Lester, soully i'm dead and it's apparent
Don't know if this rap sh*t really gonna work out
If not, i got some knots i need to tie up
I'm not sure if i wanna go down that route
But either way in the end i sin so i can't fly up
I’m lying left right but in the bed i lie down in guilt
Trick myself while drowning in this mental prison i built
I won’t get past twen' cause i’ll get my sh*t ended
But till then i only tell myself one thing

[Outro]
I'm happy
Or am i
sh*t i don't know