Drowning lyrics

[INTRO]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?

[VERSE]
Yeah, I've been drowning underwater, I've been drowning in debt
I've been drowning with this depression, I can't get outta my bed
I just called my doctor up, and told him that I'm outta my meds
I swear to f*cking God, I thought I was outta my head
But I'm back in it, I can't finish a task given to mе
I live in the past, I wish I lived in thе present
I wish I wasn't a mess, and I wish I wasn't a wreck, and
And I tell myself it's a test, and
And since we're bein' real with each other
I f*ckin' hate myself, I can't believe I let it get to this
I told myself, when I was a kid that I would never live
The way that I been livin' my life, I wish I could live it twice
'Cause this is all that I've got left from missing what's right

[Chorus]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
[VERSE]
Yeah, I've been drowning underwater, don't know how to escape
When I try to quit my addictions, I feel like I'm 'bout to break
And they try to tell me, "Stay positive", b*tch, get outta my face
Just because you tell me that, doesn't f*ckin' mean I'ma change
I've tried everything to quit, from therapy to the gym
Temporarily, it works, then I find myself here, again
I feel defeated, so instead of tryin' again, I binge
Now, I'm lower than I was before I started this sh*t
I f*ckin' hate myself, I can't believe I let it get this far
Now, I'm try'na quit something, I never even meant to start
Imagine seein' yourself, not knowin' who you are
If you know what I'm sayin', I'm sorry, this sh*t is f*ckin' hard

[Chorus]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?

[VERSE]
Yeah, I'm not proud of myself, but I take full accountability for drowning
I doubt that if I really got the help I wanted, I would be helped
I'd pro'ly dig myself another tunnel down to this hell
And, that's the point that I've been try'na make, is I could wake up every day
Just to b*tch and complain, hoping someone else'll fix me
I know the water's pourin' in, and my breath is constricting
I've only got a minute left, an' the time is ticking
[OUTRO]
And I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?
I'm drowning
I've been drowning underwater
Please, help me
Please, can someone save me?