“Goodnight, Leroy.” lyrics

[Intro: Leavemealone & ivri]
Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
M-Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
(Yeah,)
M-Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this

[Verse 1: Leavemealone]
As a kid it all started with nightmares
Non-stop lucid despair, And a bag of tears
Always having f*cking sleep deprivation
These sleep pills have turned to my numbing
Medication. Crying and trying, Trying to sleep
In The f*cking basement. I was The f*cking kid
To sell drugs on The street only for my
Motherf*cking grandma's diabetic payments
Speaking about motherf*cking; How about my
Mother? Tortured me like a true motherf*cker
Pain grew older as I was younger, All these
Sleepless lights put into a f*cking fright, Just waiting
All night to only see a bit of bright light that would
Turn into fights, Sad vibes. Cut down pass The bone
Witha' knife. Man just f*cking leave me alone, I
Don't wanna go home, I may just roam. 6 miles
All this despair and rage, Ripping off The pages
Off my chapter, Recreating news ones blocking
The old ones with rhythms, A rapper. It's The opposite
I'm climbing down a f*cking ladder
[Bridge: ivri]
Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this

Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this

[Verse 2: Leavemealone]
Mind if I say goodnight Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes Cause I know that I can fight this
Smite these motherf*ckers like lightning, Bullying me for
My ethnicity, Just because I'm light skin? Think
I gave enough attention after beating, Think I got enough
Depression after 7 days of no sleeping. I'm tired of this sh*t
Isn't it obvious? From my eyes I'm bleeding, I think
It's finally time I stop breathing. Been in and out since I was 6 to
Nineteen, Probably because I kept telling "Fight me?" than saying
"Lets build our f*cking society like a family"
You don't understand this, My heart and faith has been crushed
It's pretty easy to assume from these words I speak that it's also been
Put enough damage
[Outro: Leavemealone & ivri]
Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
M-Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
(Yeah,)
M-Mind if I say goodnight
Cause I'm getting kind of restless
I won't dare close my eyes
Cause I know that I can fight this
(Yeah)