​something i barely had lyrics

I feel like I found my favorite song
Then forgot all the words
Like I jumped, then flew, then fell
And now all I feel is the hurt
Like I woke up from the best dream that vanished into a blur
Missing something that you barely had
Is the f*cking worst

How can I go back
To the last time I was happy
I know that it's dumb and sappy
But I want this

Could you take me back
Right before the melancholy
Yeah, that one time specifically
I just want this

I just want this