Stan lyrics

[Intro Hook]
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

[Verse 1]
Dear rap, I called you, but you still ain't calling
I'm still broke as f*ck, still have an empty wallet
I'm trying to find ways to break through in this rap game
Even though you treated me like sh*t I feel the exact same
I still struggle to make you happy every damn day
It's not a game when I tell you that I feel this max pain

What do I gotta do for you to notice me?
Sing like Jodeci, or maybe scream on a tape like ''oh, it's me''
Say how much I hate these rappers and then you'll know it's me?
I think you owe me an apology, hip-hop, no one's as cold as me

Maybe if I made a dance record, you'd acknowledge me
But that's not me, guess you don't know my psychology
I can't fake a whole album, that would show I don't care
And plus I have fans that keep me cool with cold Air

I want a long term relationship, don't you get it?
I only want you and no one else
Even though you give me headaches

[Hook]
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all
And even if I could, it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
(Denace: It's not so bad)

[Verse 2]
Yeah, uh
I want to be around for the long hall, I care for you
And I see the people you pick, that treat you terrible
They don't care for you, they want a quick dollar
A quick single on itunes, and you don't find that a problem?
I'd do anything for you
I damn near sold my soul
I've been around the globe, just to be sent back home
I have nothing to show, except advance in a flow
What is it you want from me, huh? A dance mix to my show?

My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
She don't know you how I know you rap, no one does
She don't know how it was for us growing up
It's a roller coaster man, and sometimes I catch myself throwing up

What do I gotta do to grab your attention?
I've done everything that's real
And now I'm sitting here, just stressing

People say I'm a biter, man, and I should quit this
But those same people are following trends
So what's the difference?

[Outro Hook]
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad