Leaving or living (poor grammar) lyrics

[Verse 1]
Should I always follow you ?
Don't you realize in what sh*t
I'm getting myself into ?
And everyday I take antidepressants
Prozac, Xanax, Lexotan, Tranxene
Come, get in my spiral
I'm almost out of oxygene
I'm nothing, just a grain of dust
Are you the ones I should trust ?
Are you the ones I should follow ?
I'm afraid of my own shadow
And oh, I don't know where we're going
One day I willl choose
If I should follow you

[Chorus]
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
[Interlude]
But it's not that easy
It's not that easy
It's not easy
It's really hard
God, help me just for once
Please

[Verse 2]
I remember that time in english class
We had written dumb sh*t on our paper
We were afraid to even pass
So we tried to avoid eye contact with the teacher
And everytime she decided to pick a group
We were right there face to face
You think I was blushing because of the test
But I was just so f*cking in love with you
When my ex broke up
And the texts I had sent to you
They were actually a cry hor help
I didn't know what to do
I'm afraid of moving on
Oh love is cruel, love has no pity
But love is just so addictive

[Chorus]
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars
[Chorus]
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)
I'm living behind you all
And I don't know
If I should Leave you all behind
Will it heal all my scars ?
(Do something)