Blame Myself lyrics

[Intro]
That sh*t going to be crazy Jacc

[Verse 1]
Threw my diamonds in the ring with a UFC fighter, see if he beat the jewelry
I know some n*ggas diagnosed with somethin' called rat-a-titus
Dr. Sebi couldn’t cure it
Everyday I wake up knowin' that my bank account full, but it's tears on my face
I'm doing bad, but I walk around like everything good, I'm just keeping my faith
Besides this music, I'll be scared to let you in my life
I got the world sitting on my back next to a damn knife
I never took 'em out 'cause whoever did it they gon' need it again
I heard that "If they stab you once, then thеy'll stab you twice"
What about if Kobe went from park walls to candlе lights
My n*gga folded, I forgive him, but won't say it's right
Hate me while I'm livin', but they probably love me when I'm buried
What if my drug music really influenced Lil Eric?
I'm back blaming myself
I'm back blaming myself
I'm back blaming myself
I'm back blaming myself
I told my dawg to come on the road, he went to jail
I'm back blaming myself
He asked for somethin', I forgot to send it, he robbed the Shell's
I'm back blaming myself
I 'posed to blowed up before Slim came home
I'm back blaming myself
I 'posed to blowed up before they cracked Fred dome, n*gga
I'm back blaming myself
[Post-bridge]
Maybe I could've took him out and made situations different, mmm, f*ck
Know God put me in position to put other n*ggas in position, n*gga, when you holdin' this sh*t, n*gga
That's why we ain't keepin' no funds, n*gga
We ain't being stingy with this sh*t, n*gga, mm
f*ck this money n*gga, I can't take it with me

[Verse 2]
Waiting on tomorrow
I'm doing time with [?] and Kirk
Got three different households
I'm taking ten for a verse
Lil Joe back in the jam
My brother tryna rap, and if that sh*t don't work, I'll blame myself, I'll blame myself, I'll blame myself