Real life lyrics

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I been mixing up my fantasies with real life
I know I'm wrong but the drugs make it feel right
Under pressure
Under pressure but I still fight
Sometimes I think about what real love feels like
Suicidal you don't know what pain feels like
But I was jumping off a cliff
sh*t I still might
But now I'm focused
I just wanna get my sh*t right
On my grind
Yeah I wanna live a good life

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Making music
I been working on it all night
Smoking green
I know ima live a long life
On his block if he said something that I don't like
Let him know that if I see him then it's on sight
Neck is frozen looking something like a Klondike
b*tch I'm dripping out her denim {?}
No cap
In my rack
Get your facts right
No ghost
I don't need no one to song write
*Used to be poor*
Now they think I need [?]
*Suicidе doors*
n*gga ima get my bag
*You should get yours*
I be taking drugs
Hit a *nеw high score*
Diamonds on me looking like I'm *bling bling boy*
Shawty said I'm nothing that she *seen before*
I don't give a f*ck
I got *no remorse*
This is my life
Only *you decide yours*

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