BreakDOWN lyrics

Part 1 - Break

[Verse]
n*ggas been hating
Cause I ball too hard
Ya'll too flawed
I'm too raw
Calling me names
Man ya'll too soft
You stole my girl
Ha not my fault
I been living in depression
Don't you dare try to test me
Or I might take ya girl and ya sister
Make em lesbians
When penetrating Asians
The beat is how my heart go
So when we done f*cking
All she say to me is arigato
Reduce my enemies to shrums
Turn em into fossils
And if you f*cking the crew
The situation is hostile
Love my girls on East 3rd
n*ggas be whillin'
This sh*t absurd
I been that boy
Wack dudes observe
You love my b*tch
You ain't getting her
She say I'm too big
You're miniature
You talk that sh*t
Just breathing turds
And I'm the b*tch?
f*ck what ya heard
Too real for the f*ckboys
Holy f*ck boy
When I'm on top
She tell me f*ck boy
Can't pull girls
So all you really do is f*ck boys
And if I hurt ya feelings
I don't really give a f*ck boy
Cuz this grown man business
Motherf*ck boys
I'm gone
Save yourself before I have a breakdown (I'm gone)
But It's too late now
Part 2 - DOWN

[Verse 1]
Don't bite the hand
That feeds ya
My worst mistake I think
Was just not believing in Jesus
Arrogant at church man
Not listening to preachers
Even a holy man
Can straight up lie and deceive ya
I need some higher learning
I need less talking, more doing
Higher purpose
I got right into this music
Always writing verses
And it felt urgent
To spill my soul
Instead crying early
Up in the mornings
Like I used to
Decided to stop the boo boos
Upload hits to YouTube
I'm too cool
For these little amateurs
I handle yours
Dogging on these rappers
Like a Labrador
They wanting war
Lemme settle it
Killing 'em with my dilligence
Mastering on my rhetoric
Definition of heavenly
I better be
On ya top five not seventy
Above you suckas mentally
This is studio therapy
[Hook]
I breakdown
Lose my cool
I'm feeling so new
But I breakdown for you
I breakdown

[Verse 2]
And I pray for my soul
Lately I've been selfish
Dismissing my parents
Just basically on this premise
That I can be successful
Without 'em helping
Then I get on a track
And preach about respecting
What a message
I'm so ignorant
Gotta do it my way
But success is imminent
I'm sorry for absence of care
Insane mentally
And sometimes I wonder
If my ex still thinks of me
Some times I wonder
Why these women always dissing me
I tell 'em that I love 'em
Just to push away the misery
Which only makes it worse
Cause they think I really mean it G
The only time I really think I did
Was talking to missus Bree
Yeah that's Fonseca
And I don't care how that sound now
Decipher that sh*t later
I'm talking to beat
Just to pull out my anger
If God believes in me
Please send me my angel
I thank you
[Outro]
Yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away
And now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe
I believe