Had To Get Up lyrics

I had to get up
On my own, got
Fingers switched up
Left me [?]
Do you really really wanna roll like that
So sad
Do you really really wanna go like that
So sad

I've been searching, had to find the
Pieces where I left, but I know
Do you really really wanna go like that
You mad
Do you really wanna go up like that
So sad

Cold checks with culture no pain
Most birds [?] no bay
Seen much to know I'm okay
Seems like they know I won't stray
I'm leavin'
All that you gave
Can't find a reason
Too stuck around
Y'all so deceivin'
Mothaf*ckas
Me