Siren Head lyrics

[Intro]
Grim Peaks

[Chorus]
Yeah, I feel so dead inside
I wake up every night and I say "f*ck my life"
Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
I hate this world, I hate existing
Now my mental health is slipping
Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?

[Verse 1]
I'm no longer scared of death, I just accept it
I got cracks that started forming in my head, no time for resting
I got shows and venues, time to fill these stages
I can't take no breaks
I'll stop when I push up some daisies
Throw my millions in the grave
Having suicidal thoughts on the tour bus
But I put my smile on for everyone that's showing up
Cause maybe I would feel much less alone if there was more of us
The highest in the room's always the lowest one
Yeah, ayy, yeah, yeah
[Chorus]
I feel so dead inside
I wake up every night and I say "f*ck my life"
Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
I hate this world, I hate existing
Now my mental health is slipping
Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?

[Verse 2]
I just crawled out from the trenches
Made five-hundred off of this sh*t
I just flushed all my prescriptions
f*ck the rapper life you living
I just sold my f*cking whip for a Civic
Rather stack up my digits
Than try to impress you b*tches (Grim Peaks)

Put a target on my head, I'll come out fine
Like no matter what you try, I'll never die
I don't do it for the fame, done this my whole life
If you got a problem, yeah, you know where I live
[Chorus]
Yeah, I feel so dead inside
I wake up every night and I say "f*ck my life"
Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die
I hate this world, I hate existing
Now my mental health is slipping
Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance
I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30
Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty
And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me
I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?