Dying 2 Live lyrics

[Intro]
Am I dying to live?
Maaui on the beats so it's a banger
I don't wanna cry anymore
No, I don't wanna die all alone
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No, I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
Cause baby I can't take it, I can't face 'em
My heart is breakin'

[Chorus]
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No, I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby, I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em
I don't think they understand uh, my hеart is breakin', my heart is breakin'

[Verse]
I don't wanna feel this pain
Might gеt chained up for some sh*t I did before the rap 'cause lately, its been f*ckin' with my brain (Brain)
Relying on you to keep me sane 'cause, you was there before the fame
And money came when I was at my lowest in the rain
For that you get a plain jane, put my past on you
No, it ain't fair, but fasho, I put my last on you
To make it clear, load up this stick and let off rounds for you (You-you)
I'll take it there, for you I'll take it there
And I don't trust n*ggas round' with me uh
'Cause I don't know if they gon' clap for me or gon kill me uh
And that's word to Meek
Voice of the trenches they gon' listen, every time I preach
"PTSD" now I can't function it be hard for me, it be hard for me
Boy his ass a b*tch I shoulda, shot 'em in his artery, I meant to say ovaries
Shout out to the last b*tch who played me, my chain 4 degree
f*ck it I'm a die a legend that's how it was supposed to be
b*tch ass n*ggas
[Chorus]
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No, I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby, I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em
I don't think they understand uh, my heart is breakin', my heart is breakin'

[Outro]
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I don't wanna cry anymore
No, I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
I don't wanna cry anymore
No, I don't wanna die all alone