Head Above Water lyrics

[Chorus]
I'm so tired, I’m so fed up
n*gga pick yo f*ckin' head up
Hold up, broke n*ggas hatin'
Tell them n*ggas get they bread up
Can’t trust a f*cking soul
Look how fast that n*gga switched up
Size 11's custom made
You wear 'em you'll b*tch up
Been strugglin' all my life
Like I was on my 100th sit up
Lil Carlos said I'm special
Take a loss and I'ma get up
Hoes used to act like models
Now I'm in they throat like hiccups

[Verse 1]
Watch the n*ggas you around
Waiting for you to slip up
Don’t ever think just ’cause you down
That you can never get up
sh*t, look at me, I came up off of drugs
And stick ups, so f*cking paranoid
I think my homie tried to kill us
It's okay, don’t sweat 'em
Just another n*gga after me
Never prayed to God
When I opened up my mouth to eat
Somehow I dodged a bullet
When these hating n*ggas after me
n*gga tried to send a b*tch
Try another strategy
15, started smoking weed
Then I started selling drugs
16, lost my brother Los
f*ck it, I can't show no love
17, I questioned God
Why was thing the way they was?
18, Mama kicked us out
f*ck it, back to selling drugs

Make bread, I free the crack
I can't do a 9-5
’Cause if I'm living broke
I'd rather slit my throat and die
sh*t got real, I had to face it
sh*t got real, you went and hide
I woke up and finally noticed
n*ggas masters of disguise

All them f*cking court dates
I had my girl by my side
Wasn't no n*gga in that room
That's when I opened my eyes
All that brother sh*t they talking
They just f*cking with my mind
You can miss me wit' that homie sh*t
Suck my di*k and die n*gga
[Chorus]
I'm so tired, I'm so fed up
n*gga pick yo f*ckin' head up
Hold up, broke n*ggas hatin'
Tell them n*ggas get they bread up
Can't trust a f*cking soul
Look how fast that n*gga switched up
Size 11's custom made
You wear 'em you'll b*tch up
Been strugglin' all my life
Like I was on my 100th sit up
Lil Carlos said I'm special
Take a loss and I'ma get up
Hoes used to act like models
Now I'm in they throat like hiccups

[Verse 2]
In school, high as f*ck
I can't remember none of my freshmen year
Promised all the b*tch ass teachers
Said I wouldn't make it here
Now what I make in 30 minutes
Probably take they ass a year
They working everyday
sh*t, I'm probably taking off a year
Probably somewhere outta state
Smoking dope and counting cake
If it ain't in the trunk
It's prolly on my f*cking waist
I ain't taking sh*t for granted
2z always play it safe
I know I could lose my f*cking life any given day
I went down a different track
f*ck a friend, I got my back
Tax a n*gga for a sack
Rob 'em get my money back
2z you a as*h*le
b*tch I know, don't tell me that
Guess his ass untouchable
Them the ones I'm tryna jack
Always on some money sh*t
H2 dummy sh*t
You gon' have to eat before I suck
You funny b*tch, trappin' on that jumping sh*t
f*ck the law, we running sh*t
Got my guard up on these n*ggas
I ain't wit' the trusting sh*t

[Chorus]
I'm so tired, I'm so fed up
n*gga pick yo f*ckin' head up
Hold up, broke n*ggas hatin'
Tell them n*ggas get they bread up
Can't trust a f*cking soul
Look how fast that n*gga switched up
Size 11's custom made
You wear 'em you'll b*tch up
Been strugglin' all my life
Like I was on my 100th sit up
Lil Carlos said I'm special
Take a loss and I'ma get up
Hoes used to act like models
Now I'm in they throat like hiccups