Resurrected lyrics

[Intro]
I wish I could talk to God and get all these problems corrected
Hey, hey

[Verse]
I wish I could talk to God and get all these problems corrected
Been through all this sh*t before like I died and I'm resurrected
If you ain't get it out the mud, for some reason I don't respect it
My heart get the urge to love, for some reason I never let it
I stayed [?] I ain't never had a helpin' hand
I guess this sh*t was meant to be, it's all part of the plan
I'm tryna break it down as simple as I f*ckin' can
But somehow these n*ggas still don't seem to understand
How the f*ck did I ain't die if I'm 'posed to die by the weapon power?
When ever you get the money, yo' people 'posed to stop stressin'
My life just like a dawg so I must be goin' to heaven
Only way from here is up, well, at least I know where I'm headed
I was f*cked up, all alone, I was bouncin' from couch to couch
I would shoot up n*ggas houses to make them n*ggas come out
I had to do some f*cked up sh*t, but I swear I'm makin' it count
Nowadays if you won't kill for me, I don't want you around
Snatched the heart right out my chest and I put that b*tch in a jar
I just had to cut off lovin', 'cause lovin' was gettin' hard
I ain't never been a holder, they ain't never puttin' all my cards
And I really put in work, it's the story behind these scars
Lately I've been trippin', usin' iPhone like the metro
Ask me ''Do I trust a n*gga?'', I'ma tell you ''f*ck no"
Gotta save a lil' bit of this di*k for the next hoe
I wanna get away from all this sh*t, but I can't let go
The way I'm runnin' to this money, I f*ck around pourin' Henny
'Member police kicked the door and took momma, we stayed with granny
I rather be in my own little bubble like I was Sandy
Cali, Adam, Bred and Brandon and Daisy my only family
Gotta microwaved the water so we could take a hot shower
Just to fill up the whole tub, it's gon' probly' take a whole hour
Had to cut some n*ggas off, 'cause our situation got sour
I ain't runnin' with no pussies and I'on run with no cowards (f*ckin' cowards, n*gga)