Like The First High (Interlude) lyrics

[Hook - Wes]
Girl you should know that
I got you on my mind
Secret admirer
I've been watching you
I've been watching you

[Verse - Chow Mane]
I think I just lost me the girl of my dreams
Cuz she wasn't all that I thought she would be
Maybe I just needed the company
Maybe this sh*t happening too suddenly
I was living so comfortably
I was in love with the one I thought I was gonna die with
But she just had fun with me
I wasn't nothin' and I'm never gettin' back my time spent
Every second I question my bad decisions
I can't help it I'm livin' a little different
I just hit every b*tch I had on my wishlist
Why it's so hard to satisfy all these feelings?
Have you ever felt empty inside
Nothing stimulate you like that first high
I just sent out a text got no reply
I guess that means I'm back to some me time
Don't wanna force it, I feel no connection
No matter how much I want to I can't mess with her
She bad as f*ck, get excited undressin' her
I said I wouldn't but I still went slept with her
Think it's something wrong with my compass
Somewhere 'long my soul corrupted
Way too restless, I can't function
Hate myself but god damn I love it
Damn I love it, damn I love it, damn I love it
Damn I love it, damn I love it