Tear Drop (More Healthy Than Before/Focus) lyrics

[Verse: Impoorasl]
I can't believe that we made this song
She don't wanna be with me, I told her, "Okay, that's fine"
I was just hopin' that you were mine
I told you it was gon' take time, you don't wanna ride
She told me, "I don't love you now"
Back in the graveyard, I don't need no tummy tucks
Rolls Royce, I done put my son in her, I don't need no run in her
She say, "Bae, I think we f*ckin' up"
First time we f*ck, we fell in love (Uh)
All I need is one shot to get a n*gga off his sixth mission
I be so hurt sometimes, I don't wanna feel my feelings
'Cause I'm down to it all
Look into the sky, I'm still waitin' on you to call
I should've known, I'm doing better, I'm just up, we gon' ball
I just hope we gon' ball
All my n*ggas up 'cause I don't wanna see 'em fall
Realest rocks, tick-tock, make me give yo' b*tch five
f*ck around and do a n*gga like Chris Rock
My n*ggas shootin' sh*t like Chris Bosh
I gave her di*k and now she asking, "Is this love?"
If I say that I don't love you, I know you gon' get p*ssed off
Baby, it ain't just us
I got other hoes on the side in case I slip up
That's me, now my lifestyle, callin', I ain't got none'
Just turned 18 a few months ago, I gotta get my racks up
Told Poppa, "It's time to stack up"
Blocka Boys, know we don't lack now (Uh)
[Verse: Lil Poppa]
I drop a tear, will that make me weak?
So I ain't real if I don't speak
Even though it's years, it feel like weeks
Turn to pills when I want sleep
I told lil' one but I'm on three
Lord, help me, babyboy, but I'm more healthy than before
Hard to say "Easy on the drugs", next time, so I guess I'm doing fine
I see you focused on you, so I'ma focus on mine
I'ma just pour me a line and put my life on the line
I'm thinking 'bout all of the times you used to stop me from cryin'
Whenever I write a rhyme, you used to listen and tell me I got it
Remember when you caught your body, didn't tell me about it
How it couldn't be forgot, but how you sleep about it?
One cup, two ain't enough, I need three
Yeah, I want her, but you ain't enough, I need me to focus
Barely holdin' up, pain runnin' deeper than ocean
Why you gotta take so many at one time?, 'cause I'm copin'
sh*t made him grind when he wasn't the first to be chosen
Shouldn't have made her mine, I was just hoping she would've been different
Tryna stay numb, but when I'm done, I might need a kidney
I might need you with me
No, I don't want nobody 'round me, I be having different feelings
Yeah, I be having' mixed emotions
Know I only speak when spoken