​oblivion lyrics

[Part I]

[Verse 1: osquinn]
And as I'm sittin’, watchin' you in silence
Look at the mistakes I makin'
I’m bored of watchin' tons of violence, it's just another day
Doing work for nothin', really stayin' sharp and wait for green
I watch my world unfold and I do not know what to say
You see me sittin', starin', watchin'
Look at the mistakes you make
I’m bored of watchin’ you f*ck up, it's just another day
Doing work for somethin’, hangin' in there while you wait for green
I'm bored of watchin' me f*ck up, it’s just another day

[Chorus: osquinn]
And I don't wanna be the one to take out myself
Scrambling to find a razor or some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than go and look for some help
Never been so f*ckin' self aware and still hurt myself

[Verse 2: blackwinterwells]
And as I'm waitin', hurtin', bleedin' from the words you said that you regretted
Thinkin 'bout oblivion, it's just another day
Wonder why I push my friends away when they just try to help me
There's so much I needed to get out but couldn't say
And it's not fine though, but I say it is
And I keep on gettin' hurt and I keep smilin'
And I swear I got no joy inside, I'm dyin'
I might blow up into bits and little fragments
[Chorus: osquinn]
And I don't wanna be the one to take out myself
Scrambling to find a razor or some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than go and look for some help
Never been so f*ckin' self aware and still hurt myself
And I don't wanna be the one to take out myself
Scrambling to find a razor or some pills on the shelf
Rather watch me fall and fail than go and look for some help
Never been so f*ckin' self aware and still hurt myself

[Part II]

[Intro]
Wells

[Chorus: osquinn]
You was always there for me, no
I was always there for you, no
And no matter what I said, you'd always be in my head
I might f*cking end up dead, no
You ain't never f*cked with me, no (Yeah, ho')
I ain't never f*ck with you, no
I'm fading in and out of life, what are you saying?
The situation's swaying and everything is waiting

[Verse 1: osquinn]
I got lots of lies on my name
And I know some that would die on my name
All these b*tches out here wanna cry on my name
All these b*tches out here wanna lie on my name
I got lots of lies on my name (Yeah, ho')
And I know some that would die on my name (Yeah, ho')
All these b*tches out here wanna cry on my name (Yeah, ho')
All these b*tches out here wanna lie on my name (Yeah, ho')
[Bridge 1: osquinn]
I'm still trapped and I can't work, I'm too distracted
Saw your tweet and took some action, bad idea
I'm attractive, though my Insta is inactive
But my fan base growin' massive, I'm still here

[Verse 2: osquinn]
And I told you not to f*ck with me
'Cause baby, I can't keep me company
It's just a question, what you want from me?
'Cause what you got is a one-up on me
I've got my life right by my side
I am ready to die
'Cause life has been overfried
Everything burns right through my pride

[Bridge 2: osquinn]
Look what you made me
I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're staring
I hope that you're laughing
No, I am not happy
Neither am I sad but
I cannot explain it
I cannot explain it
[Chorus: osquinn]
You was always there for me, no
I was always there for you, no
And no matter what I said, you'd always be in my head
I might f*ckin' end up dead, no
You ain't never f*cked with me, no
I ain't never f*ck with you
I'm fading in and out of life, what are you saying?
The situation's swaying and everything is waiting