Do You Really Wanna Die? (Pain) lyrics

[Chorus: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this sh*t goes through my veins

[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Before you take that, think about the consequences
I know you probably don’t think it matter cause your mom addicted
Right?
But look at how your mama living
Well how am I supposed to fix the pain?
You ain't gotta fix it!

[YelloPain]
My brother used to pick my clothes out and motivate me
That was my best friend, sh*t, my only, maybe
He used to tell me that no matter what he had my back
If I needed something he did it for me and that was that
He in prison now, ten years for molestation
Of my favorite little cousin now that's f*cking crazy
And honestly, I wanna hate him
But if this story can save a life then I’ll be grateful
Cause I lost somebody I love and can't love them no more
I think I cried three months straight, man what was he on?

[Adam Vanhoose]
I know you probably got over it and didn't do drugs
But my situation is different, I'm really f*cked up
[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Forget the story man, my point is I didn't give up!
I know this might sound corny, but fix it with love!
But I tried loving everybody and didn't get none
So your solution is sticking this sh*t in your blood?
I got a question, and answer it really
What's up?
After you take that, how long till the feeling is done?
I don't know like 20 minutes
Right, then what?
Let’s get this over with right now, let me empty this gun

[YelloPain & Adam Vanhoose]
Shut up, sh-shut up
(No man, please don’t kill me, I don't wanna die, man, please, please!)

[YelloPain]
Yeah, see, that’s what I want!
You don't really wanna die you just tired of pain
That's literally the thing I've been trying to say!
You got a little piece of hope and it’s inside of you!
You just really wanna be okay and you've be trying to!
I know once you get addicted, quitting feel impossible!
But nothing is impossible, it ain't time to die for you!
I don't want you overdosing, in and out of hospitals
I don't want you dying, you know what it's time to do
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up
Gotta give it up, gotta give it up
[Chorus: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle all this pain
Only time I feel okay is when this sh*t goes through my veins

[Outro: Adam Vanhoose]
I can't handle this in my brain
I keep fighting, fighting, fighting
I can beat this sh*t one day!
I can't handle this in my brain
YEAH I KNOW IF I KEEP FIGHTING I CAN BEAT THIS sh*t ONE DAY!!!!